Unfortunately this Christmas didn’t go as planned for everyone I love. And my heart is breaking for E and H. I wish I could hold E tight and tell her everything that is meant to be will be. I wish I could go to the microwave and just push a button and pull out a baby made just for her. I just want to fix it….I am not even sure what it is, I just want to fix it. Give me the tools and a manual, I will figure out a way to fix it…..unfortunately there is no manual for fixing this one. So we will all just mourn with her.