Something weird is going on….I have this sinking feeling. This feeling like, everything is just too perfect right now…..like something has to give. So of course I am for some reason bracing myself for bad news today. I don’t know why….maybe because I am a little gun shy from the results of the last guy who offered me a job and then got weird and basically disappeared. It was so bizarre, but I have decided he just really wasn’t at all established. I bet he had basically JUST gone out on his own and thought he had some work coming in soon, but realized a week later that he didn’t. At least that is what I think happened. Because he e-mailed me a week later saying he was still interested and would keep in touch and since then….nada.
That is pretty much the first time in a LONG time a guy has told me he’d call and then didn’t. A girl can get a little tentative after a situation like that. So maybe that is what’s up. I am not sure. But for some reason I am braced for the worst today…..ugh. I don’t want to be, but I am.
So I guess I sort of have to address this. I mean a person can’t live in Colorado and not mention the events of last Friday. Mainly I just want to let you all know that we are obviously fine, as is everyone we know. A co-worker had some friends at the theater, but they were okay. I hate how events such as this immediately divide people up. I wish everyone would just agree what a terrible tragedy it was and that this guy was just absolutely crazy. But of course the first thing that happens is everyone polarizes and starts arguing about gun control and what not. Well I refuse to do that. I don’t need to talk about where I stand. I am greatly saddened by what happened, by the innocent lives that were lost. It is such a horrible tragedy. My thoughts are with all those affected by this terrible night.